cintaku padamu,
kasihku padamu,
hidupku padamu,


engkaulah pelita hatiku,
yang menerangi seribu satu malam,
dalam kegelapan yang kelam, tetap ku harungi perjalanan ku bersama pelita hatiku,
tapi mengapakah perkara ini harus terjadi?
menyebabkan hatiku luluh kecewa..


mampukah ku berdiri tanpamu?
mampukah ku gembira tanpamu?
mampukah ku bangun tanpamu?


sesungguhnya ku mencintai mu sepenuh hati...

Drakulat VS Kuntilanak

Pada Oktober 2011, seorang Drakulat dari Kampung Demit, Kubang Kerian telah menghadiri kursus meminum darah di BTN, Pengkalan Chepa. Pada masa yang sama, Kuntilanak yang datang dari Kampung Dusun Rawa, To'Uban turut menghadiri kursus yang sama. Siapalah tahu akhirnya cinta semulajadi terbentuk dari persahabatan biasa. Sekarang mereka telah bersama-sama mencuba untuk membina hidup yang baru bersama-sama. PEACE!

Kebahagiaan

So far, I am very very very very happy with her. Aku sangat2 bahagia dengan dia..and aku berharap agar cinta aku sampai ke penghujung jalan...jangan stop di tengah jalan.

You're in my life,
in my head,
in my soul I feel you there,

simply I really love you....... MUAH!

huhuhu...
hahaha...
hihihi...

happy sangat LOL....

mane taknya, 2 bulan memendam rindu, at last jumpa dengan bini...hahahaha...excited sangat....g tempah cincin siap...dia da jadi tunang aku! (not officially yet)....tapi aku da anggap dia cm tunang aku..hehehe...

masa bersama dengan dia...aku rasa kejap je...nanti aku kawen, aku ta nak lepaskan dia!

MMMMMUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!

I LoVe You Sayangku NOORSUHAIDA!

confused.

buntu! buntu! buntu!
sengal aku malam ni. memang aku akui yang aku ni paling bodoh dalam dunia.
aku rasa aku ni laki bengom! muahahahaha....
sumbak molep raso. kito duk gewe dengan dio, dio plop duk baloh pasal pue hok ado gewe lain doh.
teringinku menanyakan, adakah cinta yang aku berikan kepadamu masih tak cukup?
apa yang kamu mahukan sehingga kita perlu bergaduh sehingga merobohkan hubungan kita atas sebab yg tak munasabah? perlu?

PERSONAL LIFE

Will getting STPM results this Wed.
My heart is crumbling. Am I could passed this with flying colors or with just all black color? Damn! Hate this situation like this. I'd do ever think if I would 4.0, I will shaving my precious hair. Weird. Eventhough I'd deactivated my social's account, I still arguing with my love. SOCIAL WEBSITES, you're DAMN!

LOVE SITUATION

So far, it's been perfect with her, sometimes had a little arguments, yet I would settle the problems right away,it's seems like I could not afford to lose her. I used to break up on the halfway, and now, I just hoped that our love will be bonds with marriage. Amin. I am so happy with her right now, nobody, no one, would ever takes her away from ME! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH and XOXO!

BADMINTON LIFE

Just ordered YONEX VOLTRIC Z-FORCE, will be received either this Thursday or Sunday. This racket is worth buying since it was the combination of VT's lines and Z's lines.
Couldn't not comment anything yet since I don't have it yet.
But, in this game lately, I'd noticed that my backhand clear are so slow. I think due to old string. Will restrung it once had a little penny. :)

Yonex Voltric Z-Force , My next to buy racket.

YONEX Voltric Z-Force

Bright Green / 4U (80-84.9g) G4, 5 3U (85-89.9g) G3, 4, 5

Extra Stiff

FRAME: H.M. Graphite, Sound Filter, EX-HMG, Tungsten
SHAFT: H.M. Graphite, NANOPREME

4U: 19-26 lbs / 3U: 20-27 lbs


another Z series successor, VTZF is a successor for Yonex VT80 and Yonex Arcsaber Z-slash. By combining the power of tri-voltage system and Z series, this racket is spectacular! Out of ordinary racket's color, this time Yonex going for Bright Green, same goes as Yonex Arcsaber Z-Slash when it's was first launch that is Laser Yellow, Yet people keeps buying as the power of smash is beast-type smashing. An ARCZS is capable in achieving 421km/h smash's speed.

For the design, VTZF is the combination of black, white, green and silverish tribal design.

review will out right after I'm getting this beast on my hand. :)

Sajak Sikit~

Sayang...

mengapa sejarah mesti diungkitkan?

haruskah ianya patut dijadikan sebagai kenangan sekarang? sedangkan ianya sudah berlalu?

mengapa kita harus mengorek masa silam yang pahit jika kita sudah mengetahui yang ianya pasti akan melukakan hati kita?

perlukah kita membuka kembali luka yang lama sedangkan ianya sudahpun dirawat dengan cintamu yang semanis madu itu?

.....

xpenah oyks kecek aku mung...tapi bila sampai sabar tu xley kawal, sumer benda pon kuar..aku xde hak nak marah dia...aku ni memang lelaki yang jahat...aku xpandai laa jaga ati pompuan....aku ni failure...aku ni gagal...

Hearts Are Like Mirrors, They Are So Fragile.

Crack! First time I read her confessions that I'm am just as same her ex-boyfriends, still hurting her feeling. This remarks that I think that I'm not a good boyfriend for her, couldn't take care of her well. So, what should I deserved?

Situation : In a midst of confusions. =.='

What was it?

hahaha....

WOMEN couldn't stand when MEN are shouting at them no matter how high their career's work. This is because they has a soft feeling in their heart.

Aku tak tahu adakah betul atau tidak statement ni. tapi apa yang aku aku adalah aku cuba sedaya upaya menyayangi kekasihku dengan kasih sayang yang aku mampu beri dan mengelak daripada menengking dia. <3 her.

Currently, I really love her for now... Very Very Much! I treated her as best as I could. After married, the more I will care for her. I L U V D M!

pergghh...everyday, all times, kalo gaduh je, mesti pasal ex ex ex ex ex....xde bende lain ke nak gaduh~ hahaha...fed up sapa....kadang2 aku terpikir, cmne laa ex dia jaga dia ek? masa kapel xpndai nak jaga awek, seksa jiwa awek tu, bila awek tu da mula ade awek laen, haa mula laa cari balik, cakap dengan nada melankolik, nak mintak belas kesian. A little lesson here, APPRECIATE and ENJOY with SOMEONE YOU LOVE when YOU ARE WITH THEM supaya nanti kalu dah terputus (tapi aku INSYAALLAH laa tak~ :D ) takde laa kecewa nanti..at least korang dah enjoy masa korang ngan dia..

Malam Yang Suram

fuhh...penat menunggu mesej dari si dia...alang-alang boring ni, update blog syok gak.
So far my relationship with her is fine but always argued about something small matters such as social site, Facebook, Jealousy, and many more. Yet, I still love her very much. She has a cute face, nice person and open minded person (but sometimes not) LOL... XD

Sorry dear, but a day without you is a boring one. Moreover because of my knee injury has pushed me back to put up my rackets away. So, I think I wouldn't played badminton for some times. But I will make a comeback right after my knee injury is fixed. :)

Ha Ha Ha. Right now I'm teaching Upper 6 2012 students about Scout. Seriously, it's looks like i'm TEACHING AN ARROGANT KIDS! HATE THAT!

Harapan

"hope that makes us strong! You should know that!"

hurm...hari ni aku menangis dalam kesepian. tak pernah dalam hidupku disumpah sedemikian. Aku amat mencintai kamu dan BERHARAP agar dapat mengahwini kamu dan menjadikan sah milik aku. tetapi, hari tak selalunya cerah. apa yang diharapkan tidak ditunaikan walaupun setelah aku berusaha untuk mempertahankannya. Ikut rasa binasa, ikut hati, kita yang mati. SAYANG, aku tetap cintakan kamu. Walaupun kamu membenciku sebagaimana kamu membenciku sekarang. kerana muka buku inilah yang menjadi punca pergaduhan kita. cukuplah dengan itu. kerana aku amat mencintai kamu.

Good Night Minna!

hi everyone~ err.. good night~ LOL..

it's been a while since my last post. It is because my times are spent on Badminton, My Love, and My Family. I can't sleep tonight. After losing in a match, I can't sleep, there's a lot of reasons why I can't sleep.

First, having an argument with my love. Starting from that, I've started to feel like I am USELESS MAN for her..She's a nice GF. but me? a worst one. I'm sorry dear.

About me and my love

hi there. we meet again!!
as today i'm going to talk about my love. She's a very special girl and I wanna marry her. However, today, we had a little argument about ex-lover.

well, i don't want to talk about my ex. it is because she is the past thing. and it is my sign of failure in love, but I wanna to make sure that this time, my love will works well. I wanna marry you SWEETHEART. let bygones be bygones..

please.

21/01/12

erkkk! last morning, I had a Badminton training along with Chong Chi How, Head Coach of KBA (KELANTAN BADMINTON ASSOCIATION).. so tired.. it is because it's been too long I didn't training along with them.

for the 35 minutes having a shadows training.
for another 35 minutes spends on overhead jumping smash,
another 35 minutes on drive,
then finally smash!

sooo tired...but looking at her pictures, it's makes me smile.
I
LOVE
YOU
MY
LOVE!

MY LOVE,
I couldn't be a perfect man for you, but I'm trying to be a perfect for you.
so, if I ever do hurt your feeling, please forgives me. ILU~

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well, in the afternoon, after going to my friend's BIGWORK, I've date with her, my only sweetheart in my life. Oh My God, this is the first time I will dating with her!
only God knows my feeling at that time, Excited + Nervous + Panic, all these feelings are combined into one. At the first time I saw her, my heart quickly beats. OMG, she's so cute! I'll never leave her. SAYANG, thanks for spending your time with me today, I really, really, really appreciate that. I LOVE YOU!